// Fcking Thai Express//

I ordered vegetarian pad sew. I didn’t check my food and I just ate it. I thought it was just veggies noodles and egg. Then I actually take a look at my meal after a few bites and I fucking realize there’s beef in it. Those dumb fucking Asians.

I felt so sick and disgusted with myself I started crying. The poor cow had to die and I ate part of it. I was so ashamed of myself, I felt and still do feel like I killed the poor thing.

I hate that lady who took my order. Thank god for Shevy. He flipped shit at them. Im still so mad and I still tear up at the thought that I consumed that.

I’m never going back there. And now I’m always going to check my food if someone I dont know and trust cooks it.

// I feel like im losing you //

// omg, i just realized the did you kno posts are fake//

I THOUGHT IT WAS REAL STUFF AND IM LIKE WHY IS THIS SO STUPID

// TODAY IS A WONDERFUL DAY//

I finished HIIT 20 this morning, i was NOT feeling sculpt 30 so I decided i’ll do it later on tonight.

after like 4 months, i FINALLY finished all the work that I had piled up! they were giving me so many projects and i finally finished it. My paycheque is going to be huuuuuge.

So its like a have a 3 day weekend cause my bossman said he’ll call me up on Monday. SICK. I’m going to go get my nails done. They were growing soooooo nicely but I gave in and bit them all off. and they feel so disgusting that i’m going to go out and get the acrylic nails, or gel nails. whatever theyre called. FRENCH TIPS.

Then i’m going to buy a new bed set! I need new sheets and stuff.

Then maybe ill look around for some snazzy stuff.

and then

hopefully

i will re arrange my room.

and maybe,

just maybe,

bake cookies.

because today is a kickass day.

i will also do Sculpt 30 and HOPEFULLY go for a run. but its starting to rain, so i dont know. but running in the rain is fun. i’m also gassy. so maybe not

// i’m so inlove with you//

every minute I spend with you, I cherish it all, even when there’s sadness or anger.

& when I’m not with you, I really just.. can’t stop thinking about you. I just want to be with you all the time.

i love you so much

you mean the world to me.

I’ll never let you go, ever.